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5 Songs I Like (currently)

1. Hearts of Servants- Shane & Shane

"we are Yours, give us hearts of servants"

2. Make You Feel My Love- Adele

"no there's nothing that I wouldn't do, to make you feel my love"

3. Cry in My Heart- Starfield

"For what do I have if I don't have You, Jesus? What in this life Could mean any more?..."

4. If We Are the Body- Casting Crowns

"And if we are the body, Why aren't His feet going? Why is His love not showing them there is a way?"

5. 아파 (It Hurts)- 2NE1

"변했니 니 맘속에 이젠 난 더 이상 없는거니"

so i had to stop punishing my paper and work on it... its so lucky... i couldve let it sit there forever... BOOO- korean music is getting annoying. am i showing the people around me how much i really love and appreciate them? i hope you guys know

i realized that i have a fear of praying outloud. Its like stage fright i lose my words and i feel like i sound stupid which im sure is just in my head but maybe public prayer is something i need to work on. oh this blog entry is boring today. WAIT! i reorganized my desk today hohoho~ now it looks so organized and niiiice. i can make a triangle with my lips! interesting....

BAH! i heart you

5:20am

6 Things I Love (excluding God, Family, and Friends haha thats a given)

1. Reading the bible and getting blown away because something makes sense

2. After working out intensely or coming back from some strenuous activity and sitting down in my car and appreciating my rest.

3. When everyone is laughing so hard that they can't breathe

4. When you wake up early so that everything in your room has a blueish tint to it and its so cold but you are wrapped up warmly in your blanket and you just lay there listening to the sound outside. I love it

5. Brushing your teeth and eating ice cream right after as you take a walk outside while its snowing.

6.Being in an air conditioned building and freezing but then you walk outside and the sun make your skin feel all tingly and warm

waking up early makes you feel good :)

i keep making glances over at the rough draft of my research paper... i feel like its judging me... "grace dont you need to start working on me?" RAWR! dont tell me what to do you stupid paper... as punishment i should make you sit there untouched for another couple days! huhu :D im strange i know.. i like to talk to inanimate objects. i keep crying T-T calm down... its not cause im emotional or sad but i think its allergies it always comes with the changing of the seasons. now im scared they are going to puff up NO! I BANISH ALL PUFFINESS FROM MY EYES! oh so silly. i have a voice midterm in a couple hours... i have to take care of my voice

thank you for reading this nonsense that spills out of my mind :)

i lurve you

Papers. Exams. Nail Polish.

So since you asked me to do this i shall do it

i feel like you are the only one that regularly

checks my blogs anyways :D

7 Things That Have Been Crossing Your Mind A lot Recently.

1. When will it end?

2. Am I ready for this?

3. I hate being like this.

4. I'm really blessed like really its kind of crazy

5. I should call them...

6. Weirdness is a good thing

7. SO CUTE~!

I almost passed out today cause i forgot to remind myself to breath...

its a really bad habit that i've been realizing im doing more of.

I have a higher IQ than I expected huhuhu :)

I feel like when I talk about the bible or have "holy conversations" about

what has been revealed to me, I trick myself into having this false

security that I'm maybe a better

person, as if i had realized things on my own. and then I realize that

It's never me and it makes me sad that

I let myself think that way.

This is hopefully a good thing but I feel like I am becoming

more self aware. I think i need to realize that I am beautiful

in God's eyes... and that should be enough for me. It something

that I know but easily forget or push away. That should

bring about a change and hopefully He is changing me for the

better little by little, i just hope I dont end up taking pride in it.

I am currently surrounded (litterally) with my books and papers and

study sheets... and my room smells like fresh nail polish.

This was supposed to be splotchy and incoherent

i am best expressed that way.

Never....

Never have I felt the wanting to beat someone down so badly.

Maybe im to protective, i shocked myself over how angry i got.

If anyone were to hurt her I don't know what I would do.

God... please give both her and I a heart of forgiveness.

That she would learn to love them no matter what they do.

That I would learn to let her live her life.

That you would guide us in our actions and words.

We are not of this world... we are waiting.

Forgiveness...